I have been quite enjoying myself in the yard these last few days. My next goal is to afford a membership at the river road parks and recreation aquatic/fitness center.
The plants in my yard are mostly happy though, I think. I'm gonna cut away dead things and weeds here soon, and get myself a nice watering can. The hose is rather harsh when you're trying to get new things to grow.
This afternoon I'm feeling mild, after a morning full of dancing. I played cello for the first time in quite a while, which was nice. I left it out of its case, as the weather seems to be settled down, and would like to do my little warm-ups on it every day from now on as much as I can! I don't really know where I'm going with it right now, and I'm feeling very discouraged, but I can't deny my skill. I want to find happiness in the art itself, and I am hoping that by giving myself the opportunity, I will find it.
Settling in to the Dalewood house has brought me into a state that is far more peaceful than any I have previously enjoyed. My stresses are clear or self-created, so when I get to the bottom of things the conclusions remain the same; Everything is beautiful, I love the people around me, I'm doing just wha-
Hmm.
I have begun questioning where I'm at with my present job.
I think I want to be a teacher.
